Fuck

Why must i go?
i am busy,
Monday is exam already, and why must i go to the boring wedding thing,
fuck,
i don't even know who is who.


It is none of my business,
i will go if it is my cousins' wedding,
even i am dying i will also go but not this.


Hell,
there are more people to go right,
they don't want then come and force me lah,
don't see me small small, 
i have my rights,
that ur mother fucking business

others are so free, 
and they dont want, 
you never force them and you force me 


i am not a puppet that you can control, 
maybe in the past, 
i had to go even i don't want because i was small that time, 
but not now